freak~

yeah~ life must go on..well..i am being play by colourful of emotion this lately. hit by the thunderstorm, kiss by the wind. world seem getting cruel to me..but then i have to bear it till i can't see the vision. sounds freak but tell me what's wrong with world? and ask me,how to conquer the thunder without being hurt and still got moon behind the dark heavy cloudy?? get off and vanish..

i am useless??

i feel useless and not worth for living. people around me will affected. so i am very pity of them because they managed to have some slot of their life with some sort of people like me.

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